09 The Ego
10 I’m Not Good Enough
11 Shattering Inner Sabotage
13 Soulful Surrender
14 Change and More is Coming
15 On Light
16 Roller Coaster
17 Tracking Our Thoughts
19 Ever-Present Truth
20 Authentic Transparency
22 List of Gripes
25 Meditation on a Blank Canvas
26 Being Human
27 Infinite Ocean
28 Tools and Technologies
30 Accelerate Your Ability
31 Be the Change
32 Being an Instrument
34 Beyond 33 Days
35 Thank You
You have arrived! Thank you for taking this journey with me.
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☆❤☆Dearest Panache, my “old friend”.. my beloved “founder” and HEART of my SOUL FAMILY☆❤☆
I Thank YOU again from the bottom of my heart for BEing my generous GUIDE- we will always STAY connected as we are navigating LIFE vibrationally in the same vibrational Universe – ☆❤☆SOUL to SOUL☆❤☆
I would be HONORED and BLESSED to know you at my side as my “WHISPERER of Love” -as I called you before- as my constant, relyable COMPANION -my Reminder- holding my back – and getting me back on track- if needed……as you have done several times before…
ALLOWING……..BE IN THE FLOW……. LIVING FROM INSIDE OUT
This journey was AWESOME- MIND-BLOWING- ENCOURAGING
You literally are ” Heaven sent – messenger ” of LOVE
❤️I LOVE YOU AND I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME❤️
Panache, Old Friend, Thank You for embodying this “work!” It is your absolute BEING of it that allowed me to risk and to trust. It is how you embody the principles and teachings, many of them ancient, that first spoke to me for it is clear you knew whereof “you spoke”…your words have strength as they are born of experience and Truth. It showed up in many ways but most especially in how you loved, supported and cared for those who were struggling to come back home to Self….Your example still speaks to my heart and Thank You doesn’t seem enough though I know it is. It is my intent, Dear Brother, to Thank You by paying it forward. I will embody the Love that I AM so that others may come to know that Love truly begins with Love of Self, for it is the Way of the Divine. That has been your Gift to me and I will pass it on. Your “reminder” is Rebirth. Peace, Joy and Love to You and Yours, ALWAYS. ❤️I LOVE YOU AND I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME❤️
((((Ken)))) that is great, paying it forward by embodiying love to yourself and others! It is true, though it may seeem like an enormous challenge! Thank you for helping me realize that!
The best to you Kenn.
❤ Kenn ❤ Beloved Friend! ❤
You have arrived!!!! I would even like to say WE HAVE ARRIVED!!!! And by that I mean that this Planet Earth has shifted from ‘FEAR CONSCIOUSNESS’ into ‘LOVE CONSCIOUSNESS’, already after this 33 days. WE MADE IT ALL TOGETHER!!!!
THE FEMALE HAD TO LOVE, TO ACCEPT AND TO EMBRACE THE MALE DOMINANCE COMPLETELY TO REBALANCE BOTH ENERGIES AGAIN IN AN EQUAL WAY. I did this for my husband, but now I realize, that actually the whole Planet and the whole Universe has been touched by it. But I could never do this alone, I could never do this on my own. I needed enough people, willing to allow this shift deep inside themselves. Panache, you knew you had the tool to do it. You became the tool first, then you wrote the book and you created this platform, but I’m sure you could never imagine how powerful this platform would be. Kiesha Crowther always says ‘We are the Strongest of the Strong’. But I think she means by that, that the ‘Strongest of the Strong’, are the people having the courage to truly make this shift for 100% inside themselves, from FEAR into LOVE by Loving, accepting and embracing ALL inside that has to be Loved, Accepted and Embraced. That’s exactly what we did all together. We stood next to each other, Side by Side, Hand in Hand, Heart by Heart. We created a very powerful LOVE CIRCLE around the GLOBE, we created a LOVE ORCHESTRA, radiating our LOVE VIBRATIONS into this WORLD. I would like to thank the Divine for trusting ME in this mission, because I truly didn’t trust myself, willing to give up millions of times. I would like to thank the Divine for trusting Panache in his mission. I would like to thank the Divine for trusting ALL OF YOU in this mission. I would like to thank the Divine for trusting whole HUMANITY in this mission, to find the way back HOME despite it’s destructive behaviour. You might say to me ‘Hilde that’s not possible, when we look outside, nothing has changed’. That’s true, nothing has changed from the outside. Yesterday, my husband was going through his own processes like he used to do in this shift, but something deep inside of me HAD CHANGED. I didn’t have to walk away anymore, to let him go through his own processes. I didn’t say a word, but this stilness held no longer a strong tension, like it used to be. We didn’t talk about the letter I wrote to him, although he had given me a sign that he was willing to do so. But I didn’t resist anything anymore. I just stood next to him, LOVING HIM, ACCEPTING HIM, EMBRACING HIM, JUST THE WAY HE WAS WITHOUT ASKING TO CHANGE ANYTHING AT ALL, WITHOUT SAYING A WORD ABOUT IT. For one reason or another I couldn’t return to this forum anymore yesterday. Late in the evening I made a walk with our dog. It had been very warm all day and it was thundery. When I returned, I saw that there was a storm going on in the distance. I saw huge clouds with a lot of Lightening within, I felt so much attracted to the spectacle, that I just stayed to watch it, until the clouds were moving away and I couldn’t see it anymore. So, I went back at the house and I saw my husband was still sitting outside. As the storm just passed through, not visiting us, we both sat outside watching the moon, watching the spectacle of the clouds playing ‘hide and seek’ with the moon. My husband had found his peace again at the end of the day, so we were just sitting there having small conversations, not deep ones, but everything was ok and I could feel so much power in me by watching the Lightening and watching the Moon. So, I went to bed, and when I woke up this night, I could feel, that we made it all together, that the Planet Earth had changed from FEAR CONSCIOUSNESS into LOVE CONSCIOUSNESS. I could feel it in my whole BODY. So, don’t worry when you will not see any change on the outside, it’s the ‘INSIDE ENERGY OF THE PLANET EARTH AND IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE’ that has shifted from FEAR into LOVE. So, it will be much easier for people to follow, to make this shift inside themselves, because this LOVE ENERGY is deeply ANCHORED now in MOTHER EARTH AND FATHER UNIVERSE. There will be more balance now between the MASCULINE AND THE FEMININE ENERGIES, so we will shift further in EASE AND GRACE. I AM TRULY PROUD TO ALL OF US TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE MADE THIS SHIFT ALREADY, to make it much easier for the rest to follow. I LOVE YOU ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, AND I THANK YOU ALL FOR LOVING ME. ♥♥♥♥
HILDE good morning! nothing changed apparently from the outside maybe but ALL CHANGED DEEPLY FROM THE INSIDE. YOUR TRANSFORMATION changed your husband changed your relationship ALL CHANGED. without noise just with acceptance and love!!!!!
i m doing in a same way the same process. and i m source of miracles!
our transformation just begin. I m proud of me and of you and of all other mermber of our community.
loved your comment. cannot find better words! than t it!!!
I agree with you Laura, it is just the beginning of our transformation and I am also proud of you, of me, of all of us to make this shift from ‘FEAR’ into ‘LOVE’. It is the beginning of something wonderful we can allow to unfold for ourselves now. I am glad with you and with all of you, that we made it. THIS IS DEFINITELY CELEBRATION TIME!!!!! Heart-Warming Hug. ♥♥♥♥
Hilde! Your writing and your story are so beautiful! You are beautiful! Have you considered writing a book? Your journey is deep and moving. Do it!! I too feel the shift to peace. And I am so grateful for the way it touches everything. Love to you and to us all. ONWARD WE GO WITH LOVE!!!
Hi Teresa, I always said to myself, I will never write a book, I want to be that book. Panache has showed me you can BE THE BOOK and at the same time WRITE THE BOOK. I don’t know, maybe I will do it when I will be inspired to do it. For now, I think that Panache found the right way to make this shift all together, so I truly don’t feel the need to write a book myself. Thank you anyway for having so much confidence in me. Heart-Warming Hug. ♥♥♥♥
Hilde may you continue with your unwavering strength n love. Live your love story for all of us. Blessings n love to you.
❤ (((Hilde))) ❤
Hilde Janssen. another wonderful post. You stayed there WITH your husband, and HE DIDN’T HAVE TO CHANGE ANYTHING!! That sounds like the greatest miracle of relationship to me. VERY BRAVE, Hilde. Also….. you said, “It’s the INSIDE energy of the planet earth and in the whole universe…” Earlier in the 33 days, I had seen the exact same thing, when I saw, through Panache, the inner me as magnificent, and in all of you and those around me, then suddenly I saw the inner earth and universe as perfect and whole – e.g. fresh, clean, pristine, sparkly water and air, and so on…. What a beautiful post on everything, Hilde. Thanks so much. You are eloquent. love and hugs to you.
I probably won’t have the time to come back to this forum this evening neither, because my husband’s father is dying. I don’t know how to say it in englisch, but he will receive the last ‘anointing’. They do this within the catholic religion before you die. I don’t know if you understand, anyway, we will visit him today. Actually at the end of last year, he was already almost dying, but all of a sudden, I had a very deep contact with him. He had been a very dominant man for his wife, and his father was even worse, and my husband had it also,…. But we were both in such a LOVE ENERGY that I could feel that everything was forgiven. We had a wonderful conversation and after this conversation, he decided to come back and stay for a little while to make things up, while he was still here. Right after this connection, he was truly shining and he embraced his wife very tender, it was so wonderful, but only I knew what was happening. My mother in law, didn’t know what was happening, so she didn’t know how to react to this sudden ‘change’. I told about it to her later. But then he came deeper dan deeper into his body and he became the same person as before. I lost every contact with him, and he started again with his aggressive behaviour towards his wife. I couldn’t see what was happening, I truly couldn’t see what was the point of his return. I didn’t have the feeling that anything had changed. But now I understand what he has been waiting for. He had been waiting for my CHANGE on this Planet Earth, because I couldn’t stay in the Love Energy neither after that contact. Last week, when we visited him at the hospital, I was already shifting from fear into love, so I told him without words, that everything was ok. So for the whole week, he apparantly refused to eat and to drink, so his condition is getting worse. We will all go to visit him today, and then, we’ll see what will happen. I think he is ready to go now. I don’t have the time yet to go back to the postings of yesterday neither, but I will catch up later. LOVE YOU ALL AND I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME. ♥♥♥♥
Love and Light to your father-in-law, Hilde!… and to you and the whole family!!
HILDE Sending him peace and love and embracing you and your closes with energy strongness
Love and Peace to you and your family! Great that you can Be there, connecting and helpind your husband and his father! Times of transition for relatives is a great opportunity to embrace even more of yourself and be a cosmic hand to help with Love and Light!
Ivar you have climbed the Swiss Alps and it was a special treat to watch your ascend. May your life continue to soar my friend.
Hilde wishing you and your husband serenity and harmony within yourselves to face whatever there is to come. Much Love & Light to both. Hugs
(((((Hilde))))) Let the love energy that is within and without continue to comfort, strengthen and glow during this time for you, your husband and his family. Prayers, love and light to you all.
(((((((HILDE))))))) My HEART will be right there with YOU all Darling,,,sending LOTS OF LOVE and HUGS
Dear Hilde, I know you will make this transition much easier for your father-in-law and for your husband and the rest of the family. Go with the energy of the 10.000!
I have also been getting in touch with this global shift towards love. It will manifest as we all radiate from a place of love, as you do within your family!
hilde, go in peace, go in LoVe. you are supported and embraced with LoVe. many blessings, and LoVe showering all over you and your family ! ♥♥♥
❤ (((Hilde))) ❤ Peace and Grace to you and your family ❤
❤ (((( HILDE )))) ❤ always with love from the heart ❤
Hilde, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your husbands family. It is a very hard time for anyone. My father just passed over this pass December. I still feel the emotions reading this. I love you and thank you for loving me. Big hugs too!!
Hilde and Kathy. Thoughts and prayers with you both.
Dearest Hilde, wishing you and your family much love and peace at this time.
Thank you all for your wonderful support. You are all feeling like my family. It is so nice to come back here and feel all these wonderful ‘LOVE ENERGIES’. I feel so much connected with all of you already. The visit to my father-in-law was very emotional yesterday. He started crying when he saw us all together. My mother-in-law was sitting next to him, taking his hand and crying with him, so we were all moved into tears. The ceremony was a bit strange, not my cup of tea, but nevertheless I could be there in my peace, feeling the energies of Love, Peace and Trust radiating inside out and outside in. I could stay in this energy field of unity, the whole visit. I thought it was very peaceful to be with him like that, touching him, letting him know that everything is alright. I think he is aware that the time to say ‘goodbye’ is coming closer and I have the feeling that things truly are shifting and changing right now. The ‘change’ in me is making an end to male dominance experience within the whole family line. I can see this very clearly now. This is what brings up all the emotions. Until now, I feel that my husband is still resisting my Love, but my Love for him is flowing just the same, and this is a huge ‘change’ inside of me, because I didn’t manage to do this before, although I wanted it to. I truly AM in LOVE, PEACE and TRUST within myself now, but this doesn’t mean that everyone around me can join me already in this wonderful energy, because they haven’t found that inside of themselves yet. By BEING in this ENERGY, I simply allow people to find their own peace in their own rythm and for me it’s so wonderful to have that patience now, to have that confidence now, to have the trust now, that everything is going to be ok. The only thing I have to do, is to stay in my own LOVE, PEACE and TRUST and allow these energies to flow through me inside out, outside in and let everything unfold in its own rythm and space. WOOOOWWWW, this is the SHIFT I’ve been working on for 23 years now and this journey with all of you supporting together, made it finally happen. THANK YOU PANACHE FOR EXPRESSING YOUR SOUL SIGNATURE, FOR WRITING THE BOOK, FOR CREATING THIS PLATFORM SO WE COULD MEET SO MUCH WONDERFUL PEOPLE AROUND THE GLOBE TO MAKE THIS SHIFT FROM ‘FEAR’ INTO ‘LOVE’ ALL TOGETHER. THANK YOU ALL FOR EMBARKING ON THIS JOURNEY IN SUCH A POWERFUL WAY, SO WE COULD GO THROUGH THIS SHIFT TOGETHER. WELCOME HOME ON PLANET EARTH MY BELOVED SOUL FAMILY….♥♥♥♥
AWE,,,((((((((HILDE)))))))) thank you so much for the update, Sweetheart, you are so strong, I can see you standing in your Power, surrounded with light and YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL,,,others likely just may need more time and maybe your Hubby just needs to learn to trust in himself before he can open fully to YOU and your new WONDERFUL SELF, Darling,,,how can he resist,,,he feels the shift in YOU,,,time heals, we just need to work on our Patience and keep SHINING OUR LIGHT, so Bright they can’t resist but SHINE THEIR LIGHT TOO,,,like so many have said before us, Allowing the change in US changes EVERYTHING around US,,,I love you DARLING and I am right here with you walking beside you, and sharing my email incase you would like to stay in touch, I would like that, Teresasweetdreamz at gmail dot com,,,LOVE AND BIG HUGS♥♥♥
Thank you so much Teresa for your warm support. Yesterday, I talked to my husband about his father. I told him that it can go quickly with his father, when he is prepared to let go. He answered me. He is a ‘van de Laar’, (that’s his name) and they will fight as long as possible. I said, when you know yourself that well, it’s fine by me. So, I will just allow my husband to have his own fight, but I believe, he will surrender to my love eventually. Of course I would love to stay in contact with you. My email is ‘email@example.com’. I will return here on a regular base, anyway, but of course, by mail we can share more personal things. Heart-Warming Hug. ♥♥♥♥
Hilde Hanssen, I’m moved to tears…. words don’t seem to do justice right now… just holding you in a warm embrace and saying Thank You with all my heart. You are beautiful. It’s awesome to witness your light shining so brightly , so freely…
Love to you and to this beloved soul family.
Sorry Hilde, I meant ((((Hilde Janssen))))…
Hi Maria, thank you for your warm support. I answered your message of previous day also. Heart-Warming Hug.
Pause. I took a pause to thank you (everyone) with tears in my eyes again! Panache, thanks for sharing the Wisdom that comes through You and for saying YES to BE YOU! I’ve have been transformed a little bit more during these 33 days and have been in the pace where I had to be. I went through this program without the book and I’ms sure that it was a great preview for the book! I’m looking forward to have the book in my hand and I’m sure that it would definitely have a great impact in my life! Thank you Jan for your ever-loving presence in this journey. Thank you Angela, Beverly, Maria and the whole Team Desai (I hope to meet you all) for your attention, gentleness and care! Thank you to every journeyer for your support and courage… Ain’t it wonderful to be empowered during these 33 days?… Ain’t it awesome to be rediscover Ourselves and the Love that has always been within us? Let’s continue moving on in this journey in Love and Light, knowing that we have each other’s hands and Panache has got our back! I LOVE YOU ALL WITH ALL OF MY HEART, AND THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME!!! (PS: I take 3 deep breaths as I send this message to you all!) <3 <3 <3
thank you OSANG for your contribution to this journey!!! keep going on!!!
PS: I’m looking forward to DAY 36… and discover what continues to unfold!!!
THANK YOU OSANG, for sharing all of YOU and staying right to the end of our 33 day journey that is ever moving forward with LOVE,,,thank you for SHINING your BEAUTIFUL LOVE on our path TOGETHER,,,I am taking those 3 deep breaths with you, love in, love out to you, HEART TO HEART, I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME♥♥♥ Hope to see you and all of our Soul Family, one day, that would be so wonderful, LOVE TO ALL, YOU ARE FOREVER IN MY HEART♥♥♥
(((((Osang))))) I thank you for reminding me to breathe, I feel the same way as Teresa Sweetdreamz, would love to meet physically, though I now realize our vibrational union is so real!
osang, you made it ruffing it out. it’s always a blessing to be supported and encouraged to continue on even through the toughest of times. deep thanks, LoVe, & blessing for expressing your uniqueness ! ♥♥♥
❤ (((Osang))) ❤ I Love and Bless YOU! ❤
Receiving your love with 3 deep breaths, thank YOU ((( OSANG )))
Dear Panache. I had an AHaH moment: “It’s about me, and me alone”. I have to change, not everthing else. I think it’s much more easy that way. Where was I all these years? OK I drop this question. This is the first day of the rest of my life and that’s my new way.
Thank you thousand times and more.
I love that Judith: “THis is the first day of the rest of my life!” Enjoy the journey!
I am rephrasing myself: This is the first day of the BEST of my life.
Exactly right, Judith! I am smiling bright, cause that is just what I said when I had my wake up moment. And every day, I am saying it still, cause it’s just getting better and better. So happy for you. <3
Oh! Judith! I so much like that: “This is the first day of the BEST of my life.”
❤ (((Judith))) ❤ Isn’t it Magical that by changing one letter, everything changes! I Thank You for sharing it! Peace ❤
AWESOME (((JUDITH))) and the BEST of your life is YET TO COME, HOW AMAZING does that make you feel,,,,,,,,,,,aaaahhhhhhhhh, LOVELY,,,soakin it all UP with LOVE and Sending big hugs♥♥♥
Thank you for this journey. It came at a time when I most needed it . I particularly liked the ten minute meditation that Deepak Chopra was on but I deleted it by mistake. I am sure it was on this if I am not mistaken. If you still have it could you send it on to me again. THANKS
❤ Patricia ❤ Love and Grace ❤
Dear sweet Panache – Right back attcha mate!!!! 🙂 . Thank you for having the courage to allow love to inform everything you do…..Thank you for shining your light, illuminating my path. Thank you for allowing that love to create a safe space so that I might trust in divine presence and be the love that I am. Thank you for allowing me to step into my light. Soul 2 Soul …Together our love lights up the world. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.
and thank you to you PETA!!! your light inspired us as well!! we re all part of the whole!!!!! i can really feel ypur presence and love as if i m in a ball of energy love all around me thank of you!!!
Lovely Lumious Laura – Many blessings, thank YOU! Always touched by your presence.
Thank YOU BEAUTIFUL (((PETA))) and (((LAURA)))♥♥♥Lighting up the world TOGETHER and WITH SUCH JOY♥♥♥
Thank you dear Panache for being a beacon of light that guides our ego personalities to our way back to our Soul Home and clear away the stormy dark clouds that get on our way as a result of navigating our life on this Earth. I’m glad we can navigate together and help each other to keep the light of hope shinning on our sailing trips through the stormy oceans of life . Wishing you all much Love & Light
I LIKE TO ADD MY THANK YOU’S. TO ALL OF YOURS TO MY SWEET FRIEND PANACHE DESAI. YOU PANACHE. ARE THE LIGHT AND LOVE. YOU HAVE BEEN OUR SAFE HAVEN. FOR 34 DAYS. IT WAS AND IS SUCH A PLEASURE TO LISTEN TO YOUR VOICE. TELLING US HOW WONDERFUL WE ARE. I LIKE TO TELL YOU PANACHE HOW AWESOME YOU ARE. HOW MUCH WE LOVE YOU. AND HOLING YOU IN THE LIGHT. YOU SAID IT IS NOT THE END. BUT A BEGINNING TO SOMETHING WONDERFUL. !!! BLESSINGS TO YOU ALL ON YOUR INFINITE JOURNEY. I LOVE YOU. AND THANK WITH ALL MY HEART FOR LOVING ME. <3
I AM WITH YOU (((GERTIE))) I SECOND THAT, LOVE♥♥♥
YES, GERTIE, Panache has our back, and he has been our ‘safe haven’ for now and always. love and hugs to you.
Thank You Panache .
Love your name, it belongs in a novel.
It is such a wonderful MELODY, HEY,,,(((HANNELORE THIBADEAU))) BEAUTIFUL and YOU TOO (((TAZ))) YOU ARE A BEAUTY♥♥♥
My dearest beloved Panache, I love your beautiful final message today, please know that the love you give is returned a thousand fold with every fiber of my being. Today I am thinking back to when I first found you and I realize what a blessing it has been every day since then. You see I had been recording Oprah’s show for several months but just never sat down to watch them, in fact I actually deleted a few and was going to stop recording because I thought, I’ll never get around to it. But I’m so glad that out of the few shows I did save, you were there. I finally watched that show just last November finally and the minute I saw you I thought, “do I know him?” you seemed so familiar, but when you spoke and I heard your beautiful English accent I knew I hadn’t. When Oprah asked you to define God and you had tears in your eyes, you hooked me in. I fell head over heals in love with you! In that short interview you had embodied everything my soul had been waiting to hear. Then I saw an interview of you with Vishen Lakhiani and when you spoke of the 21 days group coming last December and I knew I had to find a way to join. It become a roller coaster ride from that point on. But I knew I had to keep trying! I was being changed and couldn’t even realize it. My world was shattering. Only until the final 21 days last March did I finally accept that I was really starting to realize that I had grown. Yet I still held onto doubt in myself, until this book arrived. This book became my golden key to unlocking everything that I had held locked away. When I began I only hoped and prayed that I might transform, but still didn’t believe it. However today I’m honored to say that I’m so proud of myself for actually doing the work and sticking with it with full acceptance. Today I am a soul reborn. Full of courage. Full of love. Full of a new appreciation for the life that I now see. Happy in the realization that I really am a Divine being having a human experience. First thing when I wake up is sit up and say thank you, then I go to my window and stare at the sky and just say Thank You to God for this beautiful new outlook on life that I’ve been given. I also recognize that without your loving guidance and support along with the love of everyone here that I could have very easily just turned away and said, no I can’t do this, it’s too hard, but then I wouldn’t have this beautiful reward that was waiting here for me. Today I feel truly blessed and extremely grateful and want to say thank you old friend, for coming back and reminding me of who I am, I AM Divine love. I will be your faithful follower as long as I draw breath Panache. Nobody could have given me this precious gift except you. Namaste’
May I share how I became a student of Panache?
I flew to Scottsdale, AZ on Valentine’s Day weekend to attend an event to see two of my most admired spiritualists Deepak Chopra n Caroline Myss. I didn’t know who Panache was, didn’t see him on Oprah only I chose to go to two of his sessions for really no reason other than his time slots fit best around the other seminars I had chosen.
Only there was something very genuine about him. A feeling I can’t say of others I listened to that weekend. This man is devoted , he is humble, he is gracious. I met Jan his wife, not realizing it was his wife, she too radiates love and kindness.
I bought CD’s, DVD’s no books, he didn’t have one published yet. The book is wonderful.
He is truly a gift to us all even as he remains a normal man that takes out trash, changes diapers, has his foibles as we all do. This is why we relate to him, trust him and feel his genuine love.
He doesn’t preach, he teaches.
That’s a BIG PLUS in his favor as far as I’m concerned. He is AUTHENTIC and lives himself what he teaches. That’s mark of a GREAT TEACHER, IMO. Also, that he doesn’t hold himself out as any better than anyone else, that we ALL have the same potential to live our own unique Soul Signature. Much love to you, Taz. ❤❤❤
❤ Taz ❤ Thank You for your Glowing presence! Love and Joy ❤
love your story, TAZ.
((( ANNE )))
BEAUTIFUL (((ANNE))) YOU TRULY ARE A GEM and I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL♥♥♥
Thank you so much my beautiful friends. I love you all so much. ♥
It’s so wonderful to hear your story, (((((ANNE LAZARUS)))))). I’ve loved reading your posts here, and feeling your love and support always.
I feel like the words “thank you” can hardly express what I am feeling…the depth of the gratitude for what you, Panache, have enabled. My thank you, therefore, is to commit to the change, commit to my shift and realizations and inner peace and self love. By doing that, my serenity and love will radiate outwards. That will be my utmost expression of thanks.
Thank you, (الاسم) شكرا لك, Dhenabad, Xie Xie, Do je, danku, aitäh, kiitos, danke, ευχαριστία , Mahalo, תודה, धन्यवाद , Thakka Thu Ther, Terima Kasih, grazie, ありがとうございます, 감사합니다 , Ačiu, dziękuję, Obrigada, dhan-vahd, Spasibo, Hvala, takk, tak, tack, shukriyah, Ca’m on, diolch, dank, merci, bedankt, danke, grazie, Muchas gracias, Salamat po, Toda raba, 谢谢
Thank you Panache for your wonderful teachings over the past 33 days and beyond. It truly has been a roller coaster ride…and for that I am forever grateful. I have been emptied out and am now a vessel for Divine Light and energy. I have had a few amazing experiences and have enjoyed reading about others here on this forum. I’m very excited to explore this further and look forward to seeing the workings of this wonderful energy work it’s Magic in our lives. So Grateful!!! I Love you and I thank you for loving me!
namaste – love from my soul to your soul Panache. Thank you with gratitude.
I am committed to experiencing my life as a gift through which I allow it to unfold while opportunities arise for me to love all of myself more and more deeply. It is my life and I now feel more empowered to experience it with fresh eyes as if I’m experiencing a new taste for the first time each present moment. And if I “forget” from time to time of my commitment that’ll be another opportunity to accept and love myself . Thank you Panache for continuing this 33 Day adventure on your website for “evergreen” support. Blessings to all!
❤ Denise ❤ Your post touched my Heart! Here’s to All of us Loving ourSelves more and more deeply! I Am grateful to you! Love and Abundance ☆❤ ☆
BeautyFULL (((DENISE))) (((GE))) LOVE LOVE LOVE THE ♥EVERGREEN♥ TOO and ALL OF YOU♥♥♥
Ge, I am grateful for you! This ” loving ourselves more and more deeply ” is contagious and easier with people like you supporting others. <3
Teresa, I love how you spell BeautyFULL…..FULL of Beauty, Love, Peace…and forever expanding!<3
Thank YOU Panache, Thank you, Thank you. My eyes, my thought patterns, and my heart have all received this awakening of Love. I shall now go out into our world and share my Love, share the Divine Love I know is within me. Love IS all around us. What a beautiful way I will spend moments by moments
BELOVED PANACHE…Thank YOU for ALL your HEARTFELT messages and for creating this Phenomenal BOOK and this SOUL Community,,,A SAFE place to land INDEED,,,AWESOMENESS AT ITS BEST,,,We have all come so FAR TOGETHER, and words just don’t seem to be enough to express my GRATITUDE for YOU and EVERYONE that has come TOGETHER with us on this “EPIC JOURNEY”,,,and just to know that this is only the BEGINNING of OPENING UP TO THE OCEAN OF LOVE,,, and thinking of all of us sharing this LOVE with everyone around us, ;and so on and so on and so on,,,whew,,,I FEEL the MAGNIFICENCE of that and it opens my heart even more to the MAGNIFICENCE of our OCEAN OF LOVE,,,THIS EPIC program is going to BE HUGE in RAISING the VIBRATION of our entire PLANET and I AM SO HONORED to Be a Part of this LOVE TRANSFORMATION,,,THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME find my way to my TRUE PATH to LOVE, JOY and HAPPINESS,,,THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME FIND MY WAY BACK HOME,,,BLESS YOUR HEARTS, PANACHE, JAN and all who helped bring this all TOGETHER,,,THIS EPIC PATH to LOVE,,,,I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME/US,,,I so look forward to continuing on this PATH OF LOVE AND BEAUTY WITH YOU ALL♥♥♥
Love you Lady!!! Best of luck!
❤ Teresa Sweetdreamz ~ thank you for all of your blessings and all the love and wisdom you have shared. You speak with truth from your heart and it has made this journey brighter. Big bear hugs & love to you from the heart ~ ❤
❤ (((Teresa))) ❤ I Am Very ThankFULL for you BEing here on this Epic Journey! Indeed! Your fabulous unique Oneness! Endless Love. Blessings and Grace ❤
LOVE TO YOU TOO (((TAZ))) and LOVE THE BEAR HUGS. back atchu (((GOLDNROSE))) and (((GE))) all of that back atchu, Darling,,,I hope we keep in touch, I decided to share my addy TeresaSweetdreamz at gmail dot com mail me any time, love and super big group hugs♥♥♥
I love you, Teresa Sweetdreamz. My soul signature is my SOUL’s HOME.
This message is making me cry. Thank you so much Panache. This book will be my companion for the rest of my life. One thing I know for sure….every time I hold this book I would be sending you a heartfelt gratitude. So Panache here comes one of those infinite thank you’s that I will be sending your way!!!!!! THANK YOU 🙂
I did the 33 days diligently everyday and at the very end feel empowered to comment on the “thank you for taking this journey with me” audio today. I feel so empowered that I can do all those things Panache mentioned and feel inspired that I am embarking on this new journey…..thank-you Panache for writing the book and taking us through it with the on-line step by step support and for your team. I am grateful.
Bless Your Heart (((JANICE))) thank you for being here with us, love and hugs♥♥♥
Every day I joined along with your book and your daily messages. Gripes and sabotag where the greatest lessons for Me where I Am at on my journey. This past weekend I became a teacher to the hardest teacher that I have had in this lifetime. I have passed my test with my mother it cleared clear. Thank you for the support, your wisdom and all of you that I’ve had my back. Many blessings
❤ (((( Maria )))) ❤
❤ Maria ❤ What a powerful breakthrough! Thank You for Loving yourSelf. Joy and Grace ☆❤ ☆
AWESOME (((MARIA))) that is a HUGE WONDERFUL breakthrough INDEED!!! LOVE AND HUGS♥♥♥
(((((MARIA)))))) Thank you for sharing this. You are coming through loud and clear. I hope you (and others) aren’t letting your English stop you from sharing. Our love energy is one, and we understand. We continue to have each others’ backs. Much love to you.
My heart is filled with gratitude for Panache and our family of travelers! It is said that the longest journey is from the head to the heart. It is a 33 day journey with Panache and a life long journey! I am noticing spaciousness and peace in my interactions with others and I am grateful for the gentleness that authentically flows from me most of the time. It is a subtle, internal peace but it makes EVERYTHING so much easier…. Loving myself, I love the world. Yum, yum yum!! Deliciousness! Divine Embraces to us all, to Panache and Jan. THANK YOU!
❤ Teresa ❤ Thank You for the Deliciousness! 😀 Love and Peace ❤
(((TERESA N))) AWESOMENESS,,,Love You Loving YOURSELF WITH Deliciousness,,,I am EMBRACING YOU♥♥♥
Panache, Jan, and to all of the Desai group Thank You and to all my friends that I have shared this experience with blessings to all of you. I am enough, I have always known I was enough. My will is strong and my fiber of tenancity. Many hurdles I have managed over my years, too many it seems. Only my life hit a major barrier a few months back, an accumulation of too much too soon which broke me in two, love could not resolve the problem. 33 Days ago I felt my life and heart were in tatters, in turn this jeopardized my health and was reason for constant turmoil for me. My family who always saw me as the pillar became fearful and concerned. I was concerned. My Laughter died, I even wanted to die. I all but had given up. What demon I fought off all of my life I was willing to let win.
Through this experience, God and realizing my undying, never ending faith like a Phoenix I rose from the ashes soaring with new found and even a greater strength. I am enough, I have always been enough, I was the moment the Divine created me. It is my responsibility to know this. Going forth no one, no place or anything will be needed as testament to this. I will soar until I die knowing I have a special place, a special quest to fulfill while on earth, a task that can only be completed with perfection by my unique hand. I begin each day without fear, but with faith and love in my heart.
Like the tin man of Oz thank you wizards for making me see, even through tears at times, I have always had a heart and the magic kingdom inside of me.
Love & Blessings to all.
(((TAZ))) YOU ARE MORE THAN ENOUGH,,,YOU ARE EVERYTHING,,,those trips and falling on our noses, ouch,,,going up those beautiful stairs, painful as they were, they were necessary to help us GROW IN LOVE,,,I Love Your MAGICAL KINGDOM,,,Thank You for YOUR SHINING LIGHT,,,LOVE♥♥♥
❤ We Have Our Wings! ❤ I am So Appreciative and ThankFULL. Yesterday, in the morning going to the Market, I gently reminded myself that Everything is a Messenger. And I was answered in a way that I could not miss! A huge monarch Butterfly! It came towards me down the sidewalk. Yes! Thank You! My heart skipped. Time stopped. I heard the cities background noise, but there was only us Two, and we were everything and everyone! As I acknowledged it, ‘Hello’, it remained about two feet right in front of me and did a Graceful Effortless Dance! I watched in AWE at the sheer Magnificence and Beauty of it. It was Joyous, Playful, Happy, Light … just Simply BEing itSelf! … And that was Way More Than Enough! Just like I Am!
What A Divine Symbolic Messenger, a Butterfly! Describes all of us Daring Explorers of Discovery! The outer appearance seems that so many things could happen ‘to’ it; delicate, even fragile, in this chaotic world. BUT In Truth, it is a Power-House of Light Inside! It performs Miraculous feats! … flies thousands of miles with those wings! So profound. We Have Our Wings! ❤
❤ GE ~ love your butterfly messenger and all of your uplifting loving posts.
Your words have really resonated with me, thank you. Big bear hugs and love neverending ~ ❤
❤ Goldnrose ❤ I Love the Big bear hugs!! Thank You! for your PowerFULL Kindness and Generosity! Blessings of Grace and Endless Love ❤
❤ ((((GE)))) ❤ Sweetie! Really looking forward to further communication with you through the page Carol’s working on.
I love you and all your bright shining sparkly love ~ ❤
☆ Goldnrose ☆ Was it you who used these ☆ ‘s on the 33 Day forum? I liked them and I started using them without asking, please forgive me and I Thank You- Whoever it was; and Carol I Thank You for offering use of the ❤ ‘s! These provided me with such Fun and Creative Playfulness! ☆❤☆❤☆ 😀
❤ GE ~ You have been rockin’ this forum with your high energy and all the joy you share through your words! Thank you, the light you radiate is awesome and a blessing for us All! Keep shining bright! ❤
((((TAZ))))) and ((((((GE))))))) Thank you both for your poetry and message. Both beautiful. love and hugs to you.
aaaaaaawe, GE, a BUTTERFLY with the WINGS OF LOVE,,,coming right to YOU,,,YES A MESSENGER OF LOVE INDEED, HOW BEAUTIFUL,,,I LOVE YOUR BUTTERFLY fluttering by and YOUR WINGS OF LOVE
Dearest Panache I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart. Even though I am still doing the book and am up to Gratitude, the breakthroughs I have had are phenomenal. I am seeing everything so differently. I have been through so much in my life and it has all been healed. I have seen through the perfection of it all. Everything is holy (Whole!) I just can’t even begin to thank you, words just can’t express how i feel. My boss is a bully and since I have been discovering my soul signature, my whole perception of her has changed and I have experienced the perfection of the part she plays for me. I totally adore her now! Suddenly after years of her getting away with her behavior the company are conducting an inquiry into her behavior. I could go on for ages telling you all the miracles that are happening!! I just feel like a new woman!! I am happy, peaceful and in love with life!!! I love You. Give your beautiful daughters a hug from me and Jan too. Love Nicky from Hamilton New Zealand. PS Than kyou for answering my question on one of the teleconferences too. It helped me so muchxxxxxxxxxx
(((NICKY))) I love your MIRACLES♥♥♥The BOOK and this JOURNEY sure do bring them on, HOORAY♥♥♥
With a smile on my face, love in my heart, faith in my soul along with a bit of mischievousiness in my nature as I see with a childlike quality, I am off to Trader Joes and then a party. Again thanks to all. Peace, health and the best to all.
Taz ❤❤❤ Thank You for your Laughter and Light Heartedness! Love and Blessings ❤
(((TAZ))) Well have a WONDERFUL mischieviousinessly FunDAY,,,,,,,,seeing the world through the eyes of a child, I LOVE IT,,,Darling Love and HUGS♥♥♥
I would like to join into all these beautifully expressed words of gratefulness for Panache, Jan and the whole Team Desai for making this journey possible for us. I would like to thank all my fellow travelers for being my microcosm in this forum for the last 33 days as I don’t have many encounters in the outside world. Thank you for volunteering to being my triggers, to being my familiar mirrors and my new, yet to look into mirrors, for being my magnifying glass to SEE my Self and reminding me of my own light. And I also would like to thank my Self for the courage to embark on this journey, for showing up for myself and for being visible in this forum, which is huge for me. If I would have to pick one gemstone I found, it would be the seed of experienced self-love and a feeling of tenderness for myself which finally fell into fertile soil. My most important revelation after moving through all kinds of emotional layers is, that all these years of searching I subconsciously resisted to RECEIVE and BE my Divine essence. Resisting my own light. Resisting the Divine itself. From now on I allow myself to RECEIVE… and this is the beginning of my new life. I love you all and I thank all of you for loving all of me!
❤ ((( Ohhhh Sabine))) ❤ I Love You! Thank You for Showing Up! Thank You for Loving your Self and Receiving your Divine Essence! You are Sooo Radiant! Blessings and Peace ❤
((( SABINE )))
((( Kaye ))) and ((( GE ))) thank you soooo much for being with me on this forever journey to ourselves and our core essence. Love and blessings ❤ ❤ ❤
((((Sabine)))). thank you for your presence and your sharing from the beginning. I love you so much.
(((SABINE))) THANK YOU,,, I am SO happy you showed up too and know we are still here for you and your beautiful, loving self,,,after all, we are the light for each other and now our hearts are forever ONE,,,I LOVE THE ONENESS and if anyone would like to mail me my addy is TeresaSweetdreamz at gmail dot com and maybe we will meet in facebook,,,,,,33 Day Family
LOTS OF LOVE to Y’all♥♥♥
((( Marcia ))) and ((( Teresa Sweetdreamz ))) thank you, too. I am so grateful for your kind words. Grateful for anything “a little more…” like Panache says in the audio. A little more receptive to love… Blessings to you ❤ ❤ ❤
Carol Love, whereever you are I send you Hugs.
Taz, is your comment for me?
❤ Carol ~ hugs and love to you ~ thank you for All that you are. I would like to stay in contact as well, sharing in the journey forward. Love You! ❤
Oh, good, Goldnrose! I’m SO glad you want to stay in touch. In researching how to create a private group page, what’s needed is for anyone who doesn’t already have a Facebook account to create one and then give that info to me. At first, I asked for people to email me THEIR email address, but that’s not going to work in this instance. everyone needs to have a Facebook account and provide me with their FB “identity” so to speak. You don’t have to fill out a complete FB profile or give them anything beyond the bare essentials to be able to participate in this group. I’m currently waiting on name suggestions for the group. Have a couple, but will give it a few more days — then will create the page. ((((((GOLDNROSE))))))
❤ Carol many times during this reading of Panache’s book and reading all of the posts here I have wanted to share thoughts and get better acquainted with you. Looking forward to that on this ‘new’ page. Your presence has shared light and love and I am grateful for you! I will help any way I am able, thank you for your time involved with this. Hugs and love neverending ~ ❤
Carol I would like to join the facebook group too. My identity is adkkathy. Thanks for doing this. If you need something else let me now. Big hugs
Hi carol. I don’t know if you saw my other post, but I have 2 name suggestions – 33dayfamily or 33dayfriends.
The first time I heard about you Panache was May 1, in a interview with Bill Harris. The sound of your voice was so genuine, authentic, and your message so simple. I just had to know more so I click on the link and went to your website. I bought the books and enrolled in this 33days journey.
You help me get in touch with my feelings by not being afraid of them by just noticing and breath through them I could feel it dissipate into love and light.
Because of your help I want to live my life like never before.
I want to be me as God within. I wanted to do that all my life but I didn’t know how. You showed me how. Thank you for that Panache.
Thank you for your love and thank you Panache for this life now that you have with us.
Thank you old friend for reminding me who I am, and who we are.
Thank you for ever and ever and ever. I love you.
BEAUTIFUL, Danielle! ❤
Dearest Panache and Beloved Friends,
Filled with the delight of our union
Mirrors reflecting back on each other into infinity
Sharing in our surrender to be no more or less than all we are.
There is no greater Love, than the Love I feel with you
Words cannot express the richness in our hearts
There is no “greater” Love
Love is Love regardless of the form it takes
True Love does not come in shades and degrees
But shines with equal intensity for all who recognize it.
By design Love is not of our making, it is the fruit of our creation
A Divine Expression of Love itself
Let my eyes speak to you the words I cannot say
Thank you Beloved Companion
“In you there is no greater Love”
No Greater Love
©Will Hale 3-20-2000
Will that is beautiful. Thanks for sharing. Big hugs
Kathy, I tried to reply to your post about the FB page I’ve created for us to stay in touch with each other, but it didn’t give me the option to do that. I searched on FB for adkathy and found a Kathy (last name beginning with C) in Toronto, Canada. Is that you? I sent you a FB friend request that is awaiting your response. The group has been created. It’s called “33 Day Soul Family.” However, you won’t be able to search for it since it’s set up as a “secret” group for the protection of all members. Only members of the group will be able to post there. Those posts will show up in your FB “feed,” but only you are able to see that feed anyway. I hope you get this and will join the group soon. ❤
❤ Will ❤ I Am so grateful for you sharing this! Peace and Blessings ❤
Thank you Will for your beautiful expression of this wonderful 33-day experience. I particularly love the thought of us all being ‘Mirrors reflecting back on each other into infinity’. Love goes on and on…..
❤ Panache, Jan, all your family, the team Desai family, 33 Dayers family, and every participant, it is with deepest Gratitude, Appreciation, Joy and Glee, that I Thank You All
We are All creating a Living Breathing Entity of Love; Evergreen, Everexpanding, Infinite. It is Sacred, a Privilege and an Honour, Indeed! Beyond My Wildest Dreams!
I Love You and I Thank You for Loving Me. Blessings and Grace ❤
❤ Last night this song came singing into my life and I’m still singing it: Neil Diamond, ‘Heartlight’
“Turn on your heartlight; Let it shine wherever you go; Let it make a happy glow; For all the world to see; Turn on your heartlight.” It’s a reminder for me to See that in everyone, and ignore the outer! ❤
Thank you for the amazing Master Class and the awesome 33 day course and book. I loved the insights today especially on anger. I’ve known anger has been up for me to look at over the last several months, hence a dry cough I developed, humming in my ears, my left knee suddenly starting to hurt and a stagnation of energy around my left ovary area. It feels like a lot of old anger is starting to work it’s way out of my system which I’m glad of. On the call today all the insights on embracing and loving our dragon, relaxing, and allowing the energy up and out, made total sense. I really can relax now with it all and embrace all that is happening. Much love to you Panache and to everyone in our beautiful community. In gratitude, Pragito
❤ Pragito Dove ❤ Thank You! Relax, enJOY! Laughter and Love ❤
‘THANK YOU FOR EMBODYING LOVE UPON THIS EARTH’…. oh, what else can I say after theser words…. for that’s you dear Panache Desai ,in all your humanity… Thank you, with all my heart and soul.
Since meeting you for the first time through Healing w/ the Masters I don’t even know how long ago now, I ‘felt’ you, more than heard you. And it continues… Through your meditations, your generous sharing through various mediums, your embodyment of the ‘balm’ for all humanity is palpable… Today during the 3h class, I felt the Divine through you, as a gift, an answered prayer. Thank you. I love you.
P.s.: I loved it that at the end of the class today I heard the sound of a child, crying perhaps…. and I thought how perfect …. if I allow the sound of the child crying move freely as a melody it goes deep to a place of innocence crying to be experienced through the safety of Love, in all of us, waiting to be embodyed… Namaste.
I thought that I had been spiritually awakened 20 years ago. I never had a spiritual mentor so to speak. Several months ago I randomly picked a spiritual video on utube and was instantly drawn to Panache’s words (obsessed with his message actually)…. I have been going through a great sadness for the entire 33 days and haven’t been able to shake it——- until today. Ironically it’s my birthday. I’m known for being upbeat and bubbly. What happened to me? Where did I go? It scared me. We have all gone through our own versions of peeling the layers of our onions. I guess that I just needed to feel and be sad to the core day after day after day in order to get closer to my authentic self. I’m a little worried that the sadness will return when I wake up, but I at least I have the magnificent tools that Panache shared with us to get back on track with my connection to the divine….. It’s always there! Much love and light to you all.
❤ BETSYB ❤ Happy Birthing a New You! Thank You Courageous and Brave one for BEing here the 33 Days! Like Panache says, we may re-visit something BUT it is never on the same step! Great Celebration to You! Happiness and Love ☆❤☆❤☆
HEY (((BETSYB))) HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY WISHES and what a Magnificent GIFT you are giving to YOURSELF, LOVE LOVE LOVE HOORAY♥♥♥and,,,there is no going back, only moving forward for you and for everyone around you,,,You will have to EMBRACE YOUR UPBEAT BUBBLY SELF and all the other parts, flowing down to river to the OCEAN OF LOVE, DARLING♥♥♥ OH HAPPY DAYS♥♥♥
Panache and all here. I just read this saying and I thought of you immediately. Certain people enter your life at the perfect time, for the most beautiful reasons, and you know right away it’s a gift from God. I can not thank you enough for your book and all you and your team has put into this journey. I love you and thank you for loving me.
To every one associated with Panache, Team Desai, the 33day family/community — ❤️I LOVE YOU AND I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME❤️
I have been very happy to find you again, my old friend Panache.
Thank you very much for accepting your radiant authenticity, then realizing you could share it and be the catalyst for others to move into their own authenticity.
I have been on my own path to integration and authenticity for awhile now. I was making progress on my own and already aware of many of the things Panache has shared.
I had to laugh at Panache’s ashram story. I’m what folks call an old soul and loooong ago, when I tried the ashram type of life, I too did not connect to the path of deep focused discipline.
In this life, when I finally got my Reiki master initiation, my old teacher showed up in the etheric laughing, with a comment along the lines of “about d*mn time!”. So, Panache, I get it. Been there. 😉
Because you have accepted your soul signature of catalyst, you have made it easier for everyone else to accelerate their density-releasing and integration/acceptance work.
I still have plenty more to release, accept, and integrate.
My work has been greatly accelerated by connection to Panache’s catalytic energy in his recorded classes, several 21 day programs, webinar interviews, and now this wonderful 33 day path and Soul Signature book.
I really appreciate the catalytic acceleration provided by Panache and his work.
Again, to everyone – ❤️I LOVE YOU AND I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME❤️
❤ Heartseed ❤ I Sooo Thank You for the ‘catalytic acceleration’ reference! I too felt this IS precisely what Panache’s energy does! Love and Peace ❤
Thank you Panache and Jan, as well as all of you who wrote in. There are no words to express what I feel, awesome doesn’t even say it all. So thank you again and again. I love you all.
❤ Aggie ❤ I Thank You! Love and Blessings ❤
(((AGGIE))) much LOVE TO YOU, Darling♥♥♥ and thank you for being here
I am stunned by the depth of profound clarity, generous outpouring of love, and enormous gratitude reflected in the postings today. Perhaps the deep loving authenticity of Panache’s message for this day propelled us to open even more, remember just a little bit more. I know for me I didn’t think it was possible that this final message would touch me beyond the past 34 days and move me so fluidly to the core of my being, but it did. Panache’s words of gratitude and assurance melded into perfect resonance with my own natural frequency. I received each and every tone effortlessly…no need for palms up, no striving to assimilate, and no fear of losing it. As I received each thought the dialog instantly transformed inside of me as if the thoughts were my own and I was speaking his words of gratitude, back to him. It was beautifully humbling. Listening, I was also aware of a longing to hear this gentle voice of safety, love, reassurance and certainty every second of every minute of every day. I have listened to quite a bit since the first time I heard your voice Panache. Within the first 30 seconds of that initial discovery I absolutely KNEW I was home. I didn’t question it for a millisecond, not a nanosecond. I just didn’t realize how extremely safe and unbelievable cozy I would feel in this home…I didn’t know how much I was loved and cared for in this home…and I certainly didn’t know that you truly do have my back and that I really do matter. Thank you for the moments of safety I have been able to touch in my own being. After years of helping others feel safe and softly wrapping them in blankets of well-being and helping them on their path, I realized I didn’t have one for me…there was no blanket, no softness, and no comfort…I felt I had failed me. I didn’t fail for lack of trying. After all…I had tried to be better, do better, change frequencies, transmute density…I played with light, aligned with love, set intentions, wrote afformations, breathed deeply, moved the body, kept still and quiet…I studied modalities, cleared emotions/memories/patterns/faulty thoughts and replaced them with love, made affirming subliminal movies, cleared/cleansed and balanced chakras, took guided journeys, consulted my animal guides, grounded and attuned, got lots of certifications, wrote in journals, doodled and scribbled, talked to my crystals, chanted, read books, listened to videos/audios/interviews till I couldn’t do it anymore. I couldn’t listen to one more spiritual solution even though the insights, experiences and tools I had picked up along the way helped many people, even me. I had some incredible moments of expanded awareness, but it was ellusive and I was burned out. Burned out to the point that I couldn’t even stand to hear the word “spiritual”. Nothing was right in my world. The enlightened world was as meaningless to me as the unlightened world, maybe more so because I felt it had betrayed me. One of the final straws was the movie, “The Secret”. A lovely movie, but left me feeling empty and extremely irritated. I was uninspired, resistant, angry and began to have imaginary discourse with spiritual masters, radio shows, philosophies, complex techniques, movies and energy healers. My soul was guiding me differently…simply and authentically back to love. So, instead of following my guidance which was clearly guiding me back to myself, I started a project. I worked hard and tirelessly to double clientele and the profitability of a friend’s business. For a few years I worked unselfishly (I suppose it felt good to be needed) and for very little to no compensation, but I grew increasingly restless and resentful. I had successfully escaped my spirit calling, but I wasn’t free, I was in a prison of my own making. The prison was actually a healing center where I argued with the warden about business integrity and spirituality. There were many times she mimicked and mimed the latest and greatest teachers and masters trying to convince me of the wisdom, maybe even help me in her own way, but I couldn’t receive it. I resisted and invited her to see things differently, but I didn’t have a radio show, book or healing technology to convince her. So I wasn’t exactly receptive when she told me I should check out Panache Desai. She thought he sounded a lot like myself, my ideas and philosophy. I had felt alone for so long that it literally took another three months for me to listen to Panache, but I did and not surprisingly, months later the relationship with my friend abruptly ended. The business had grown so profitable that when I asked her to pay me for my time and effort moving forward she found an excuse to end the friendship within 30 days. It was time…a 10 year roller coaster ride of a friendship had ended. Our frequencies were disparate, but I left with a parting present, a consolation prize, the gift of Panache Desai and I thank her for that. The last two weeks of this journey I have experienced my soul expression permeating my consciousness at some point almost daily. I noticed I was particularly inspired and attuned when expressing myself in the forum. My muses, became the beautiful souls in the forum, the 33 Day process, my sweet little book and Panache Desai. So to my precious muses … thank you for bringing out the best in me. I thank you ALL with everything I am. Panache, there are no words to adequately express my gratitude for your brilliance and artistry in masterminding “Discovering Your Soul Signature”, and experiencing the 33 Day Path with you, gorgeous Jan, the always vigilant Team Desai, and my uber loving companions in the Forum. I love you all and thank you for loving me.
❤ Colleen ❤ Isn’t it Glorious to have fired the Warden and freed yourself from prison! Now YOU are BEing your own Authority! Much Love, Happiness and Peace ❤
❤ Colleen ~ I am grateful to behold the beauty of you unfolding, authentically, organically, gracefully along this 33 Day Path. The passion and focus you share in your writing is totally mesmerizing, engaging, and flowing with love. Thank you, thank you for BEing You and for sharing Yourself in such an inspiring and encouraging way. With love never ending from the heart ~ ❤
I absolutely second GE and Goldnrose ((( COLLEEN ))) Much love
What a story, Colleen. You inspire me.
whew (((COLLEEN))) I hear you, Darling,,,nothing seemed to stick til we met our dear friend PANACHE,,,this journey is like no other, only getting better from here, HOORAY,,,this Journey has been such a BLESSING for us ALL for sure, thank you for being a wonderful addition to our Soul family here, looking forward to what is next, more more more,,,I FEEL GOOD dadadadadada,,,I LOVE YOU FOREVER♥♥♥ and thank you for LOVING ME THROUGH THIS GLORIOUS PATH and BEYOND♥♥♥Up the BEAUTIFUL STAIRCASE we go, hip hop, skip a step, singing all the way, HOORAY♥♥♥
I loved this time with everyone. I had such awakenings I can never go back to the small space I was living in. I’m sharing with everyone I know. Again thanks much love
❤ Lilia ❤ Thank You! Love Is forever expansive! Much Joy and Peace ❤
(((LILIA))) LOVE AND HUGS♥♥♥
Thank you! I Love You. What else is possible when I fully commit to Being Me? I am excited to Be Me as my Soul Signature. I am One with all and all is mine to embrace and to Be.
❤ Christine ❤ Beautiful! Thank You! Infinite Possibilities! Love and Blessings! ❤
(((CHRISTINE))) LOVE and HAPPINESS♥♥♥, Yes GE, I agree,,,INFINITE POSSIBILITIES
Thank you Panache for a Mad, Wicked, Awesome 33 Days and beyond… I love you and Thank you for loving me. <3
♥♥♥MICHELLEM♥♥♥Mad Wicked AWESOMENESS
Thank you, dear Panache, for gifting the world this beautiful book. It goes everywhere with me now. I am allowing more and more with each day, BEing ok with whatever shows up and remembering to choose PEACE. I remain eternally grateful. I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU EVER SO MUCH FOR LOVING ME
Thank you ((((Panache))))! <3 Thank you the whole (((((Desai team)))))! <3 Thank you (((((soul family)))))! <3 I love you and I thank you for loving me. I'm honored to be in this path with you all. <3 <3 <3
(((LEENA))) thank you thank you thank you for being here,,,loving you all the way♥♥♥
My dearest loves thank you for sharing. Everything that Panache said did resumate with in me ,and it did sound as he was saying it I was repeating it. I am wondering if people are having dreams that reconnect them to intimacy with them self. On this 35 day journey I have had this happen. I have felt more peace with myself and others. When I read others comments some just move me so deeply, that I truly feel what they are saying. I also see the huge shift in this wonderful family of souls. I am grateful and blessed to be part of theis shift and change in all of us. Panache you have shown us how to and that you will always be there for us. This is no accident we all came together in this persists moment. With that I hope each day Pacache will surprise us with a golden nugget. This has open a whole new world to me and I am humbled . When I find myself a bit to fast ,I take a deep breathe and things slow down and I have a better thought . I will allow, slowdown and except nd trust myself and the Devine. I know the Devine and Panache have my back and set me straight and balance again on the flow of life. Sorry for rumbling but, this is how it flows throw me . No filter just beautiful words that make me feel loves energy. I always believe that God was always meant to be love and to be of service that way felt right. So , I am glad I had this opportunity to love and share with my soul family.. With my deepest love to all of you, Charles
(((CHARLES))) love to you♥♥♥ It most certainly has been and will continue to be a MARVELOUS RIDE and We have the BEST YET TO COME” Hooray,,,LOVE N HUGS♥♥♥
(((((CHARLES))))))) deepest love to you too.
Dear Panache, What a great journey you have led us through. I usually read through books quickly or sometimes if they don’t capture my attention, stop reading. Going through the book using the daily format and commenting on the page made this more useful for contemplating change and actually making the changes. Reading other daily comments and remeeting the same people, coming to understand their challenges and writing my own helps me to realize we all in similar conditions in our lives. Since I live alone and out in the country, I can go days without actually seeing anyone. Being part of a day to day community of change was wonderful. I couldn’t wait to get yo and see what my friends all around the world were doing and saying. Thank you for your insight and pep talks daily.
(((CHERYL ROSE))) having such WONDERFUL company to read along with the book, sure did make it exciting and I too was excited about connecting with everyone, every morning,,,litterly all around our beloved planet, whew, what a WONDERFUL CIRCLE OF LOVE♥♥♥
Panache, thank you SO MUCH for sharing love at such a high level and illuminating the path to love for all the rest of us too 😉
As a result of reading your book, something very sweet happened for me and my mother. She discovered 2 months ago that she has breast cancer. Since then, I have been going with her to doctor appointments, being with her for surgery and aftercare and all of that.
The day we went to the oncologist and found out that the cancer was of the most aggressive type and had spread into her lymph nodes was a hard day. She was healing from a pretty major surgery and feeling weak already. My mom has been the hardest working person I have known. She has worked circles around people decades younger than her. She has not been one to cry either.
After getting the news, she and I were sitting in the waiting room waiting to be called back for more lab work. I could feel her pain. I could see the tears she was clamping down. My mom won’t normally cry in private let alone in public. I had just started your book and was on the day of ‘sadness.’
I touched my mom’s arm gently, took a breathe, and said, “It’s ok, mom. You can let it out.” I let myself feel my own sadness and let my own tears fall. She surprised me. Not only did she let a few tears fall, she let herself have a pretty good cry on my shoulder.
Before this, the waiting room felt like a very impersonal place. There were other cancer patients at various stages of the disease and they were just sitting there quietly waiting. No one had been interacting. After my mom cried, another woman there began sharing her story with my mom. Then her husband shared his. A woman across the room shared some of her story and gave my mom encouragement.
What had been an impersonal and very depressing waiting room turned into a loving support group!
I bought my mom a copy of your book and she has been reading it along with her Bible. She normally won’t read anything that she feels is not “Jesus approved.” I guess you meet the standard 😉
Heart Hugs and Deepest Thanks to you, dear Panache.
THANK YOU feels like the proper closing. Felt to issue one more huge hug of gratitude to all. I take away the feelings, emotions, experiences and love of all who were present in this journey. It offered many ways to see things that I hadn’t accepted, allowed or known before. The opening of my own being to acceptance and joy in who I am, what I can do and where I can go is a pretty damn nice feeling. There was some path here where ideas, energy, processes and options where made available. I look forward to the rest of my time (which is infinite) in living from the HEART ENERGY and LOVE of the universe. See you all out there!
Namaste and once again an describable level of GRATITUDE to ALL.
OOOOOPs! Blurry with JOY. “Un-Describable Level” There are no words to reflect the Gratitude.
Thank you ((((DAVE G)))))) You express yourself wonderfully. We are joined in heart and soul energy ‘ out there’. Will you also be joining us on the new private facebook page that Carol is setting up?
I was busy drafting an e-mail to Panache yesterday so I didn’t comment yesterday Honestly, I felt like I have said everything that I needed to say for the last 34 days. I forgive myself for not reading everyone’s posts. I ask you forgiveness for inadvertently not replying to a post that you may have left for me. I radiate an infinite love for all of you from my heart which is now wide open. Thank you Panache and all of my fellow pathfinders this amazingly awesome healing. And I do love you all and thank you for loving me. Peace be with you and SHINE ON!!!!!!
Goldnrose, I need you to email me your Facebook name if you have a FB account. If not, you need to create an account which is easy and you can provide only the bare minimum of personal information when you do. Once I have that information, I’ll send you a “friend request” for you to accept, or you can search for me on FB (Carol DeCosta) and send me one. I plan to create the group page sometime on Wed. to give everyone an opportunity to join that wants to do so. ❤
Hi Carol, I would like to join the closed FB group. there seems to be more than one of you with same name in FB. i am Carole Klingbeil, Santa Barbara, CA Please contact me via FB, friend me, etc. thanks!!! Love to you
Carole, I just saw your post. I’ll go on FB now and send you a friend request. If I don’t hear from you by tomorrow or the next day, please send ME a friend request. Carol DeCosta is my FB name. I think there’s only one, but just in case, I live in Santa Fe, NM.
Carole, I went on your FB page that’s connected to Delicious Expressions in Santa Barbara. It won’t allow me to send you a “friend request.” Please search for Carol DeCosta and send me one. That’s the only way I see to connect with you on FB. Thanks. ❤
Marcia, probably the easiest way for you to join the FB group would be for you to send me a FB “friend request” when you create your new account. Please send it to Carol DeCosta. I think I’m the only one. I’m wearing a purple sweater in my photo. I look forward to you joining us! ❤